People that know me...know that I'm not very religious...but when things like this happen...the only being to thank is/are (the)  god(s)...so...

Thank you GODs!  for everything...for all my happiness right now!

I am so happy right now.  college is going great, classes are cool...(with the exception of orgo...but eh...what can ya do?  i gatta take it some time...), friends are great...and the other part of my life...the part that i have been trying for ages to make better...might actually fall in place.  and i thank the gods for all the happiness they have given me so far!  *Knock on wood*...lets hope it stays this way for a while and that things work out better this year!  and i would also like to thank god and my parents for all they have done for me.  thank you for the life that they are able to give me...and the fact that they are able to provide things that i need as well as things i want no matter how unnecessary those things are.  i am so greatful to have this extremely comfortable lifestyle provided for me.

Thank God!  (I cant say that enough!)

Currently Listening Guilty By Rasmus see related

Yet something else to prove my theory:  Life sux....

Found this in my Psych text:

For those of you who cant read it cuz the print is too small...it says:

Box One:

            Man:  Nice party, huh?

            Woman:  Hi.  Yes, it is.

Box Two:

            Woman:  As a human female, I can physically produce only one offspring a year, so it’s to my genetic advantage to look for a reliable partner with whom to pair-bond.

Box Three:

            Man:  As a human male, I can produce many offspring, so it’s to my genetic advantage to take any opportunity to procreate.

Box Four:

            Woman:  Given my huge physical investment in reproduction, I will not mate without first taking time to make sure that a potential partner has the ability and inclination to share parenting.

Box Five:

            Man:  I may as well spend that time acting as though I have the makings of a good parent, while for the time being really only looking for a fit (attractive) female with whom to mate.

Box Six:

            Man:  …so, you want to get a cup of coffee or something?

            Woman:  I was just thinking the same, exact thing.

STUPID MEN...UGH!  Like lil Courtney says...throw rocks at them!

 i feel really sick right now.  i feel like im gonna throw up.  the fact taht he said "we're never gonna see each other...we're just AIM buddies" means that he doesnt even wanna be freinds.  wouldnt a freind wnat to visit you if you guys talked this much?  and its not like he lives far!  he lives in fucking jersey city which is less than an hr from here!  i cant even cry.  like lil tears keep falling...but i cant cry cry.  you know?  and i feel so nauseous.  surprisingly, i care for him a lot.  i bet you could tell when he was telling me how he wasnt feeling well physically and emotionally and i was saying how much i felt for him.  like when i read that...my heart went out to him.  like i really really felt for him.  i really did.  how can i care bout him so much?   i dont even know him that well.  and he doenst care bout me.  omg i hate this.  i cant even cry this frustration and disappointment out.  hes still on right now.  hes not usually on this late.  i wonder if hes ok.  ugh!  i cant do this.  omg...i feel so sick...like im gonna throw up.  i didnt know it was gonna hurt this much........i think ill try to go to bed...altho i dont think ill be able to....i might as well give it a try.....going to sleep in this kinda mood is really not a good idea...but thats the only way to escape life, isnt it?  im so pathetic.......

Auto response from PirateGirl  494: it takes kate hudson 10 days to lose a guy. i can do it in (less than) 3. that automatically makes me better at life.

AReenJA687: haha...i dont even get a chance...i get shot down even before i tried to get a guy...makes me better at life

aaannnnd.........can we say "sad"?